到这个时候了吗？
祝大家新年快乐，一切顺利！
31.12.10
28.12.10
Angel Beats! 'Brave song'
昨天一口气看完这部Angle Beats! 嗯，蛮感人的。
喜欢这首ending theme song,很有意思。:)
English Translation
I was always walking alone, When I turned around everyone was far behind
Even so I kept walking, That was what strength was
“I’m not afraid of anything anymore,” I try to whisper to myself
Everyone becomes alone someday living on only in memories
So that I can love and laugh even in loneliness I will fight
I will show no tears
I was always walking alone, A cliff waited for me at my destination
Even so I kept walking as proof of my strength
The strong wind blew against me, My shirt stuck to me with sweat
If I can forget everything someday living will become so much simpler
If I fall past oblivion that’s just running away
If only the meaning of having lived would disappear
Before long the wind died down and the sweat evaporated
I’ve become hungry, Did something happen?
Together with vibrant voices a pleasant scent came along
I was always walking alone, Everyone was waiting
Everyone becomes alone someday living on only in memories
Even so it’s fine, I will call these peaceful feelings my companions
Living somewhere I will someday forget the days that I spent with everyone as well
At that time I won’t be strong anymore
With the weakness of a normal girl tears will overflow
25.12.10
Blessed Christmas week :)
The second week of my holidays were very tired but meaningful and enjoyed :)
why?
because this week is Christmas week^^
I spent most of the time with my family.. especially my mum :)
feel lovely =3
I drove to shop with my mum almost everyday in this week.
I helped in the shop until I was exhausted.
really so tired.. but then..
that Wednesday and Thursday after worked went shopping at Parade with my mum..
Mummy bought a lot of things for me,
she said they were for my Christmas presents and for the helping in the shop.
2 dresses, 1 skirt, 1 legging, 2 shoes XD ( I'm a shopaholic >.< )
really too over for me..:P
but thank mum!
normally she don't even will buy for me! :D
then this week took a lot of nice foods with mum...
McD for breakfast, KFC for lunch, Burger King for dinner ( not healthy! don't learn me!! >.< )
then Kenny Rogger some more =.= ( pls forgive me.. >.< )
At the night of Christmas eve, went Station 1 cafe with mummy..
it is just near my house... so many people that night..
luckily we found a place when we arrived.. foods there really not bad.. hehe.. hope to go there again^^
Then today- 25 Dec 2010- Christmas Day!!
This morning like usual went church to celebrate..
Great worship and sermon :)
sang some Christmas songs and learnt something from the sermon.. haha..
after service at night went to friend's house to celebrate and ate dinner^^
then now.. Im blogging :D haha..
simple and great Christmas week for me..
cause I spent most of the time with my family.. :)
Before holidays parents only came back to home very late at night and therefore I rarely have time with them..
so I feel great and appreciated together now :)
but I really miss my friends.. :(
hope to meet you all soon!
Merry Christmas!
Jesus was born today! Let's glorify him! Amen!
Jesus was born today! :) Hallelujah~
19.12.10
The first week of my holidays
Friday- 10.12.2010
Yay! Finally I finished my T5 exam! My holidays started! :)
Saturday- 11.12.2010
Went to shop this day. Really long time didn't go to shop since I'm studying in college now. Met Diana.. and don't know why I not really like to stay at shop now..
Sunday- 12.12.2010
Just stay at house.. Went to a boutique and I bought a blouse XD
Monday and Tuesday- 13.12.2010 to 14.12.2010
Woke up early in the morning,cause today I'm going to Teluk Intan!! Took bus with Carol and Merryn. Whole journey about 2 hours from Medan Kit. Hmmm, this was my first time to Teluk Intan, so felt excited! :) We stayed at Winson's house for one night. He brought us to the town and of course to the Condong Menara which located right in the middle of the town. Spend most of the time taking photos with friends :P But really enjoyed!^^
Some of the photos we took:
Wednesday- 15.12.2010
Went Lost World with secondary school friends :) enjoyed and fun! Thanks guys! ^^
Saturday- 18.12.2010
Kien Mun asked me for photoshoot. Actually I'm not really have a good sleep recently, so looked a bit tired.. haha.. Anyway, thanks Kien Mun! :)
Yay! Finally I finished my T5 exam! My holidays started! :)
Saturday- 11.12.2010
Went to shop this day. Really long time didn't go to shop since I'm studying in college now. Met Diana.. and don't know why I not really like to stay at shop now..
Sunday- 12.12.2010
Just stay at house.. Went to a boutique and I bought a blouse XD
Monday and Tuesday- 13.12.2010 to 14.12.2010
Woke up early in the morning,cause today I'm going to Teluk Intan!! Took bus with Carol and Merryn. Whole journey about 2 hours from Medan Kit. Hmmm, this was my first time to Teluk Intan, so felt excited! :) We stayed at Winson's house for one night. He brought us to the town and of course to the Condong Menara which located right in the middle of the town. Spend most of the time taking photos with friends :P But really enjoyed!^^
Some of the photos we took:
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Wednesday- 15.12.2010
Went Lost World with secondary school friends :) enjoyed and fun! Thanks guys! ^^
Saturday- 18.12.2010
Kien Mun asked me for photoshoot. Actually I'm not really have a good sleep recently, so looked a bit tired.. haha.. Anyway, thanks Kien Mun! :)
4.12.10
姑妈回来了~
上个拜六心血来潮地，
因为要载我从新加波回来的姑妈逛街，
所以我当司机载她去de garden和jusco咯~
好不容易才在de garden附近找到parking啊。。
我们在de garden逛了一间又一间~
结果姑妈没有找到她喜欢的衣服，
而且突然下起大雨，
所以我们就到strawberry moment吃high tea咯~
我叫了banana chocolate cake^^
不错哦~可以跟secret recipe的比较~
但是姑妈说还是secret recipe的好吃哦~ （不懂呐~~）
姑妈叫了一杯strawberry coffee..
嗯..一开始就有strawberry的香味，之后喝下去时就跟普通的coffee没两样咯~
之后雨渐渐变小了，我们就去隔壁的jusco逛啦~
谁知==
明明下雨却那么多人==
结果我找不到parking啊~~~
逼不得已的时候就去上面找咯~
找了蛮久，还是没有啊~ T.T
之后姑妈也觉得失望说回去吧~
就在这时候突然一辆车从我们面前退出来~
啊~终于.....
popular有书展，
而且又有很多discount~
所以我心却来潮地买下‘再见，小天使’这本书~呵呵~
很久没买书看了!
在那里逛没多久就觉得饿了~
是时候吃晚餐啦~
结果我们回去祖母家了~
晚上，姑妈请我们吃一顿大的，满足^^
谢谢姑妈哦~
虽然姑妈不是很喜欢讲话的人~
也给人很凶的感觉，不过却很好人哦~:)
然后第二天，厉害咯~
明明应该去温习功课的，
结果我一口气把那本书看完。
之后的那几天，不是呆在家，就是跑到图书馆读书啦~
第一次那么勤力:P
希望我能过pass这张paper啦~
因为要载我从新加波回来的姑妈逛街，
所以我当司机载她去de garden和jusco咯~
好不容易才在de garden附近找到parking啊。。
我们在de garden逛了一间又一间~
结果姑妈没有找到她喜欢的衣服，
而且突然下起大雨，
所以我们就到strawberry moment吃high tea咯~
我叫了banana chocolate cake^^
不错哦~可以跟secret recipe的比较~
但是姑妈说还是secret recipe的好吃哦~ （不懂呐~~）
姑妈叫了一杯strawberry coffee..
嗯..一开始就有strawberry的香味，之后喝下去时就跟普通的coffee没两样咯~
之后雨渐渐变小了，我们就去隔壁的jusco逛啦~
谁知==
明明下雨却那么多人==
结果我找不到parking啊~~~
逼不得已的时候就去上面找咯~
找了蛮久，还是没有啊~ T.T
之后姑妈也觉得失望说回去吧~
就在这时候突然一辆车从我们面前退出来~
啊~终于.....
popular有书展，
而且又有很多discount~
所以我心却来潮地买下‘再见，小天使’这本书~呵呵~
很久没买书看了!
在那里逛没多久就觉得饿了~
是时候吃晚餐啦~
结果我们回去祖母家了~
晚上，姑妈请我们吃一顿大的，满足^^
谢谢姑妈哦~
虽然姑妈不是很喜欢讲话的人~
也给人很凶的感觉，不过却很好人哦~:)
然后第二天，厉害咯~
明明应该去温习功课的，
结果我一口气把那本书看完。
之后的那几天，不是呆在家，就是跑到图书馆读书啦~
第一次那么勤力:P
希望我能过pass这张paper啦~
15.11.10
这个感觉...不喜欢...
为什么就是没办法控制这种感觉呢？
一个人的时候
我想，
大部分的人都不喜欢这个感觉吧？
在这个时候，
我其实需要的是谁呢？
或许今天累了，
想大家来弄我开心，
还是来安慰我都好。
但我就是爱面子啦~
不喜欢让你们知道...
习惯了去安慰你们，
不想在你们面前被看到，
对不起~
一个人的时候
我想，
大部分的人都不喜欢这个感觉吧？
在这个时候，
我其实需要的是谁呢？
或许今天累了，
想大家来弄我开心，
还是来安慰我都好。
但我就是爱面子啦~
不喜欢让你们知道...
习惯了去安慰你们，
不想在你们面前被看到，
对不起~
9.11.10
8.11.10
T5
oh T5 oh T5~
why you got so many things need to study T.T
still got 30 days then I'm gonna sit for you...
but so many things how to memorize oh?
all theories really boring... T.T
Haiz...
Mel ah Mel~
You gonna cut down your tv programmes and facebook la~
No more hang out and don't waste your time doing nonsense!
Do your revision every night!
Don't be lazy!
and.... gambatte ok?
why you got so many things need to study T.T
still got 30 days then I'm gonna sit for you...
but so many things how to memorize oh?
all theories really boring... T.T
Haiz...
Mel ah Mel~
You gonna cut down your tv programmes and facebook la~
No more hang out and don't waste your time doing nonsense!
Do your revision every night!
Don't be lazy!
and.... gambatte ok?
7.11.10
The weather is sooooo nice today! :D
The weather is sooooo cool and sweet today.
This made me slept 4 hours just now.
From 3pm to 7 something.
Gonna be pig soon, haha~
This made me slept 4 hours just now.
From 3pm to 7 something.
Gonna be pig soon, haha~
4.11.10
Badminton day changed to a shopping day??
Suppose yesterday Kay Lee, Justine, Carol, Merryn, Duck Duck and me go to play badminton, but.....
when we arrived at stadium around 12 something the orang sana said the 1pm court all already fulled.. then orang sana said they were having lunch so 2pm only will come back...
at first we felt a bit disappointed then we decided to go jusco to shop a while then 2 something only come back to book the court..
at Jusco got animal exhibition, saw rabbits, turtles, snakes, spiders, fishes, hamsters and many many very 'special' animals.. quite fun, hehe..
after that we went to shop here and there.
Almost 2.30pm we went back to stadium.
On the way we saw Carol and Merryn while driving back to stadium. So shocked and high when saw them,haha.
Unfortunately, the court fulled when we asked again T.T
so disappointed..
but then don't know why we went to Ipoh Parade to play bowling.
Merryn was the first time play this, so she was so high, haha..
Again that Carol took videos of us.. ==
I played too but gave up at the end cause my nail injured.
So they all continue to play then Kay Lee and me went shopping, haha~
I saw many nice clothes...
So excited cause I long time didn't really shop so freely.
Then, I bought a long sleeve blouse, hehe..
So happy!:D
It's almost 7 then we went to have dinner together at Kg.Simee..
Enjoyed to have meal with them :D
Lastly, we went back home and I fetched Merryn and Kay Lee back to their house.
What a great day with disappointment at first but then turned to so enjoyable.
Thanks you guys :)
Have fun^^
At night I watched CSI and Amazing Race Asia, so excited and ejoyed,haha~
Just love this day, yea :)
when we arrived at stadium around 12 something the orang sana said the 1pm court all already fulled.. then orang sana said they were having lunch so 2pm only will come back...
at first we felt a bit disappointed then we decided to go jusco to shop a while then 2 something only come back to book the court..
at Jusco got animal exhibition, saw rabbits, turtles, snakes, spiders, fishes, hamsters and many many very 'special' animals.. quite fun, hehe..
after that we went to shop here and there.
Almost 2.30pm we went back to stadium.
On the way we saw Carol and Merryn while driving back to stadium. So shocked and high when saw them,haha.
Unfortunately, the court fulled when we asked again T.T
so disappointed..
but then don't know why we went to Ipoh Parade to play bowling.
Merryn was the first time play this, so she was so high, haha..
Again that Carol took videos of us.. ==
I played too but gave up at the end cause my nail injured.
So they all continue to play then Kay Lee and me went shopping, haha~
I saw many nice clothes...
So excited cause I long time didn't really shop so freely.
Then, I bought a long sleeve blouse, hehe..
So happy!:D
It's almost 7 then we went to have dinner together at Kg.Simee..
Enjoyed to have meal with them :D
Lastly, we went back home and I fetched Merryn and Kay Lee back to their house.
What a great day with disappointment at first but then turned to so enjoyable.
Thanks you guys :)
Have fun^^
At night I watched CSI and Amazing Race Asia, so excited and ejoyed,haha~
Just love this day, yea :)
3.11.10
可爱的朋友们~
超久没来这里更新了~
11月了哦~
可是我一点都不觉得是年尾了~
可能现在没有”放长假“的感觉~
就像以前每年这个时候的感觉....
有点怀念呢...
最近天气转凉了，终于...
上个礼拜才考完试，
现在开始懒了~唉~
一回到家就开始上网看电视什么的~
之前考的那个T4啊~
真的让我很担心会fail咯~
因为有几个朋友fail了这张纸，再加上我没什么温习它的，
还有题目真的是太challenging和难了吧？
一些朋友才刚刚pass而已叻~
不过，luckily i passed it, thanks God..
怎么说呢，
我是从几时开始变得这么爱大笑的呢？
因为啊~
朋友时常说我笑得很大声很夸张的咯~（他们没说我也觉得==）
朋友说从远远就可以听到我大笑的声音了~（不好意思啊~>.<）
因为今年啊~
我有一阵子真的很down很down...
down到我天天都哭，天天都烦恼，天天几乎都没笑...
谢谢你们啊，朋友~
是你们时常开玩笑，时常惹我笑得不停~
有时候还互相吵架（不是到翻脸的那种啦~）
有时还喜欢“踩”你们~
跟你们在一起真的很开心很开心~
我们一起去吃饭，一起去打羽球，一起倾述烦恼~
一起分享，一起玩，一起癫，一起疯~
真的很开心和珍惜你们~
还有啊~
Carol最近超喜欢拿着她的手机拍下我们白痴的video~
真的是超搞笑和可爱的咯~
例如今天啊~
从厕所走出去的时候被你吓到结果我就大声地叫起来T.T
全部人回看那个video时都笑我咯T.T呜呜呜~~
还有我喜欢超可爱的Mr.Simon Thong~~
他啊~虽然已有了孙子（已经是公公了）却那么的可爱搞笑~
他也喜欢帮别人拍照咯~（随身带着camera咯~哈哈~）
喜欢上他的课呢~
其实呢，我不知不觉中，已经喜欢上这些朋友及老师了~
能遇到来自不同地方的可爱朋友~
真的很喜欢你们~
如果有一天要跟你们分离，
会很很很不舍得吧？
我爱你们哦~:)
11月了哦~
可是我一点都不觉得是年尾了~
可能现在没有”放长假“的感觉~
就像以前每年这个时候的感觉....
有点怀念呢...
最近天气转凉了，终于...
上个礼拜才考完试，
现在开始懒了~唉~
一回到家就开始上网看电视什么的~
之前考的那个T4啊~
真的让我很担心会fail咯~
因为有几个朋友fail了这张纸，再加上我没什么温习它的，
还有题目真的是太challenging和难了吧？
一些朋友才刚刚pass而已叻~
不过，luckily i passed it, thanks God..
怎么说呢，
我是从几时开始变得这么爱大笑的呢？
因为啊~
朋友时常说我笑得很大声很夸张的咯~（他们没说我也觉得==）
朋友说从远远就可以听到我大笑的声音了~（不好意思啊~>.<）
因为今年啊~
我有一阵子真的很down很down...
down到我天天都哭，天天都烦恼，天天几乎都没笑...
谢谢你们啊，朋友~
是你们时常开玩笑，时常惹我笑得不停~
有时候还互相吵架（不是到翻脸的那种啦~）
有时还喜欢“踩”你们~
跟你们在一起真的很开心很开心~
我们一起去吃饭，一起去打羽球，一起倾述烦恼~
一起分享，一起玩，一起癫，一起疯~
真的很开心和珍惜你们~
还有啊~
Carol最近超喜欢拿着她的手机拍下我们白痴的video~
真的是超搞笑和可爱的咯~
例如今天啊~
从厕所走出去的时候被你吓到结果我就大声地叫起来T.T
全部人回看那个video时都笑我咯T.T呜呜呜~~
还有我喜欢超可爱的Mr.Simon Thong~~
他啊~虽然已有了孙子（已经是公公了）却那么的可爱搞笑~
他也喜欢帮别人拍照咯~（随身带着camera咯~哈哈~）
喜欢上他的课呢~
其实呢，我不知不觉中，已经喜欢上这些朋友及老师了~
能遇到来自不同地方的可爱朋友~
真的很喜欢你们~
如果有一天要跟你们分离，
会很很很不舍得吧？
我爱你们哦~:)
27.9.10
无题...
最近开始变得较空闲了~
因为有两堂课已经结束了...
现在星期四和五都没有课了呢~
星期六和日也没课~
所以~
在想要不要去找份part-time job呢...
我又不想呆在家人的店做工哦~
不过，
我下个月要考两张纸叻~
现在还没有那个心情去读咯....
最近开始学下厨了>.<
因为妈妈没有煮所以自己来咯~
而且想到自己以后去到外面一个人的时候也该需要下厨的~
所以趁现在赶快学好咯~~><
那天自己煲了ABC汤，呵呵~
原本只是想煲给自己喝的，怎知==
越准备就放越多的材料，还有kay lee(我的college好友）来帮忙所以煮了整大碗=="
蛮成功的:) 第一次哦~ 哈哈~
然后那晚家人回来后把它喝完了>.<
满足~ :)
还有最近开始驾车到处去走了~
因为我学院的那些drivers因为有些原因最近没有车所以载不到我们咯~
结果我就成为driver载来载去的XP
我的驾车技术还不是很好啦~
正在努力improve中 XD
不过有了车真的方便很多啊，
谢谢父母给我驾车T^T
也不用您们时常走来走去载我~、
Besides~
上两个星期里去了KL两趟，
第一次是去跟妈妈去shopping的~
第二次是陪表姐去那里喝喜酒的~
去了那里，
总会让我带着一些不同的感觉回来这里....
也许我就是喜欢去观察不同的事物，
然后从中去得到一些经验还是什么的， 自己也不懂怎样讲啦~ XP
总之，现在要好好读书考好那两张纸了！！
加油！！
4.9.10
16.8.10
College life
I really do enjoy my life now..
happy go lucky..
everyday after morning class then we will gather to online in library or sitting in the lobby to chat..
really enjoy the moments chatting with u all...
we will discuss where to go to eat..
after making decision then our "driver" will fetch us.. haha.. really thanks to Winson and Kenneth la..
love to chat during in the car too..
Justine, always says we all very quite one.. ==
i think u talk a lot only la XD hehe~
love to meet new friends in college too :)
some seniors and some new intake one.
oh ya.. love to see Ken's smile :)))
and Winson love to use tissue even though he is a guy==
Justine who always share her problem about her bf..
Yen Wei who is super brilliant..
Kay Lee who always beside me... and love to talk about foods.. ==
Miss Jennifer who teach us and kind :)
some China students who are very shy...
Just love the life now..
really can't mention it all here.. just appreciate u all :)
THANKS!!!
happy go lucky..
everyday after morning class then we will gather to online in library or sitting in the lobby to chat..
really enjoy the moments chatting with u all...
we will discuss where to go to eat..
after making decision then our "driver" will fetch us.. haha.. really thanks to Winson and Kenneth la..
love to chat during in the car too..
Justine, always says we all very quite one.. ==
i think u talk a lot only la XD hehe~
love to meet new friends in college too :)
some seniors and some new intake one.
oh ya.. love to see Ken's smile :)))
and Winson love to use tissue even though he is a guy==
Justine who always share her problem about her bf..
Yen Wei who is super brilliant..
Kay Lee who always beside me... and love to talk about foods.. ==
Miss Jennifer who teach us and kind :)
some China students who are very shy...
Just love the life now..
really can't mention it all here.. just appreciate u all :)
THANKS!!!
3.8.10
Enjoyed :)
I enjoyed during the Boot Camp in Lost World..
Meet new friends and this was my first time went to Lost World XD
Camping there really not bad.
The environment is good and I love that place.
Most important was the games that we played..
Awesome man~
But super tired lo...
Even though Lost World not as huge as Sunway Logoon..
But the whole day running here and there really tired lo..
Get to see the tigers just like the distance I'm facing the pc now man..
and tell u a secret....
actually tiger is so so so cute lo..
when u look at them closely, u will realize that they are so cute lo..
especially their eyes... like teddy bear XD
and also first time I saw DJ Mixing...
walao lo..(dunno how to tell u guys how "awesome" was it..)
got many leng lui there.. wearing bikini and short pants that kind.. haha..
???
suddenly felt that I'm an adult jor.. kakaz :p
but not much chances can go clubbing like this la.. haha~
yo, then super adventure race really excited..
even though my group was not the first team who completed it..
but nice...^^
JUST NICE :)
Meet new friends and this was my first time went to Lost World XD
Camping there really not bad.
The environment is good and I love that place.
Most important was the games that we played..
Awesome man~
But super tired lo...
Even though Lost World not as huge as Sunway Logoon..
But the whole day running here and there really tired lo..
Get to see the tigers just like the distance I'm facing the pc now man..
and tell u a secret....
actually tiger is so so so cute lo..
when u look at them closely, u will realize that they are so cute lo..
especially their eyes... like teddy bear XD
and also first time I saw DJ Mixing...
walao lo..(dunno how to tell u guys how "awesome" was it..)
got many leng lui there.. wearing bikini and short pants that kind.. haha..
???
suddenly felt that I'm an adult jor.. kakaz :p
but not much chances can go clubbing like this la.. haha~
yo, then super adventure race really excited..
even though my group was not the first team who completed it..
but nice...^^
JUST NICE :)
11.7.10
The real you
Time flies
Already July now..
This year most of the time I just blurring around..
Always moody, searching for the right thing for myself..
18 now..
Confused...
This is my life?
Always think about my future..
After finishing the papers...
What should I do then?
Start to work?
Go oversea to further studies?
Go Singapore to find job?
Or just stay in Ipoh forever and ever?
I have a big dream..
I want to know more about this world..
I would like to know about different kind of people in this world..
I will enjoy hanging in a foreign place..
I enjoy to be alone sometime...
That day just saw the paper which I did during CB class in Nasional Service..
Titled is "Impian saya"
I wrote I want a big house,
a family which I love,
a working place for myself,
traveling and always be happy..
Felt funny when I saw it..
But then it gives me energy now..
I need to burn up my spirit for my future...
I may not as excellent as others.
But I have that heart to become better...
Just be yourself..
Don't forget the real you..
Who always stay inside your deepest heart :)
Already July now..
This year most of the time I just blurring around..
Always moody, searching for the right thing for myself..
18 now..
Confused...
This is my life?
Always think about my future..
After finishing the papers...
What should I do then?
Start to work?
Go oversea to further studies?
Go Singapore to find job?
Or just stay in Ipoh forever and ever?
I have a big dream..
I want to know more about this world..
I would like to know about different kind of people in this world..
I will enjoy hanging in a foreign place..
I enjoy to be alone sometime...
That day just saw the paper which I did during CB class in Nasional Service..
Titled is "Impian saya"
I wrote I want a big house,
a family which I love,
a working place for myself,
traveling and always be happy..
Felt funny when I saw it..
But then it gives me energy now..
I need to burn up my spirit for my future...
I may not as excellent as others.
But I have that heart to become better...
Just be yourself..
Don't forget the real you..
Who always stay inside your deepest heart :)
4.7.10
Toy story 3
记得很小的时候已经看这部电影的第一集还有第二集了~
现在问我为什么会想去看第三集的话，
我会答因为之前有看前两集啊~
看过这第三集之后，
感觉很不一样~
是不是因为自己已经长大了？
戏里的Andy如今要踏上跟我现在一样走的路...
要离家出去读书了....（虽然我没离家 XD)
感觉这部第三集现在才来上影也真是太巧了吧？
看了之后很感触~
这部戏是我童年回忆里的一部分...
突然想念我小时玩的玩具们呢~
还记得以前会跟哥哥在家里玩玩具车，
还有玩家家酒的碗碗碟碟~
还记得有很多的teddy bear陪我一起睡等等~
可是它们早已不在出现在我家里...
家人很久以前就把它们送给人家或丢掉了吧~
这部戏里最让人难忘和感动的应该是在终场的那一幕吧~
当主人Andy正要驾车离开向玩具们望最后一眼的那一刻，
小女孩握着牛仔伍迪的手向Andy挥手，
而Andy当时被吓到的表情被定格了几秒，
然后他带着不舍得的表情赶快把脸转回去后就开车走了~
也许我在这里形容得不好~
不过这一幕真的感动了我~
一个人长大了四周的事物也跟着不同了~
只要懂得珍惜现在所拥有的，就不会因失去而遗憾了~
要知足哦~ :)
现在问我为什么会想去看第三集的话，
我会答因为之前有看前两集啊~
看过这第三集之后，
感觉很不一样~
是不是因为自己已经长大了？
戏里的Andy如今要踏上跟我现在一样走的路...
要离家出去读书了....（虽然我没离家 XD)
感觉这部第三集现在才来上影也真是太巧了吧？
看了之后很感触~
这部戏是我童年回忆里的一部分...
突然想念我小时玩的玩具们呢~
还记得以前会跟哥哥在家里玩玩具车，
还有玩家家酒的碗碗碟碟~
还记得有很多的teddy bear陪我一起睡等等~
可是它们早已不在出现在我家里...
家人很久以前就把它们送给人家或丢掉了吧~
这部戏里最让人难忘和感动的应该是在终场的那一幕吧~
当主人Andy正要驾车离开向玩具们望最后一眼的那一刻，
小女孩握着牛仔伍迪的手向Andy挥手，
而Andy当时被吓到的表情被定格了几秒，
然后他带着不舍得的表情赶快把脸转回去后就开车走了~
也许我在这里形容得不好~
不过这一幕真的感动了我~
一个人长大了四周的事物也跟着不同了~
只要懂得珍惜现在所拥有的，就不会因失去而遗憾了~
要知足哦~ :)
30.6.10
7.6.10
近况~
时间过得很快啊~
上个星期五才要去金马伦，
现在却已经回来了~
星期五那天下午六点 放学后，
吃了晚餐全家人就开始出发去金马伦了...
去到那里差不多九点多十点了~一个字,累~
已经蛮久没去金马伦了....
一到了就觉得很冷呢~
第二天我们就四处去走走咯~
因为假期的关系，所以那里蛮热闹的...
去那里看看风景，买买东西吃，看看花，吹下凉风~
很久没有这样轻松的感觉了~
虽然家人在一路上有时会吵吵闹闹的，反正就习惯了:p
妈妈那天在其中一个档口买了十二支红色的玫瑰花给我，
因为我一直说那里的花很美，哈哈~
之后我们就去茶厂 参观咯~
那间茶厂蛮特别的是它有一条路让顾客“爬”到山峰去观看风景。
为了看到漂亮的风景我跟家人就一步一步地走到山上去咯~
一路上的风景都不错，
最喜欢的是很很很凉爽啊~
那里的风真的吹的很大呢！
很喜欢山上的景色，心情当然也跟着好起来了 :)
之后晚上就去吃steamboat了~
哇，超好吃的啦~
可能是因为在凉凉的天气吃的关系~
然后就去night market咯~
真的超多人的~
有吃到有酒味不同口味的ice-cream，
还有道地的玉蜀黍,赞！
最难忘的还是到strawberry moment吃超好吃的strawberry strudel :p
没有呆在那里很久啦~
第二天中午就回到家了~
一路上还蛮塞车的~
不过还是觉得很开心啦 :)
因为有一阵子没跟家人去游玩了~
回到家因为太累了所以就睡着了XD
我的金马伦trip就是这样过啦~enjoyed :)
之后就是我的college life了~
上了一个星期的课~
觉得自己其实是喜欢account的 :)
但是我知道以后要学的东西会越来越难了，
所以要好好用功啊！
也开始喜欢lecturers教课的方式还有跟朋友一起聊天和吃饭的时候,
才短短一个星期，
开始适应这种生活了...
还有感谢载我去上课的朋友啦~
我最近的生活就是这样啦~
peace~ :)
上个星期五才要去金马伦，
现在却已经回来了~
星期五那天下午六点 放学后，
吃了晚餐全家人就开始出发去金马伦了...
去到那里差不多九点多十点了~一个字,累~
已经蛮久没去金马伦了....
一到了就觉得很冷呢~
第二天我们就四处去走走咯~
因为假期的关系，所以那里蛮热闹的...
去那里看看风景，买买东西吃，看看花，吹下凉风~
很久没有这样轻松的感觉了~
虽然家人在一路上有时会吵吵闹闹的，反正就习惯了:p
妈妈那天在其中一个档口买了十二支红色的玫瑰花给我，
因为我一直说那里的花很美，哈哈~
之后我们就去茶厂 参观咯~
那间茶厂蛮特别的是它有一条路让顾客“爬”到山峰去观看风景。
为了看到漂亮的风景我跟家人就一步一步地走到山上去咯~
一路上的风景都不错，
最喜欢的是很很很凉爽啊~
那里的风真的吹的很大呢！
很喜欢山上的景色，心情当然也跟着好起来了 :)
之后晚上就去吃steamboat了~
哇，超好吃的啦~
可能是因为在凉凉的天气吃的关系~
然后就去night market咯~
真的超多人的~
有吃到有酒味不同口味的ice-cream，
还有道地的玉蜀黍,赞！
最难忘的还是到strawberry moment吃超好吃的strawberry strudel :p
没有呆在那里很久啦~
第二天中午就回到家了~
一路上还蛮塞车的~
不过还是觉得很开心啦 :)
因为有一阵子没跟家人去游玩了~
回到家因为太累了所以就睡着了XD
我的金马伦trip就是这样过啦~enjoyed :)
之后就是我的college life了~
上了一个星期的课~
觉得自己其实是喜欢account的 :)
但是我知道以后要学的东西会越来越难了，
所以要好好用功啊！
也开始喜欢lecturers教课的方式还有跟朋友一起聊天和吃饭的时候,
才短短一个星期，
开始适应这种生活了...
还有感谢载我去上课的朋友啦~
我最近的生活就是这样啦~
peace~ :)
31.5.10
开始了~
我的新生活终于开始了~
你知不知道？
我等了这天好久啊~
自从从营里回来后，
就一直过得没什么意义...
犹豫了蛮久的，
自己究竟有没有选错路？
昨天上了几个小时的课...
面对陌生的环境，
不熟悉的人，
不一样的教课方式，
觉得自己真的要长大了~
要勇敢一点~
也不要再懒了...
虽然上课不会很辛苦...
但是全都换去英语了...
他们都用英语交谈，
lecturer解释也是用英语的，
同学之间谈天也是用英语，
有点不习惯....
以前在学校都不是这样子的~
所有东西都变得不一样了...
以前读的account都用国语的，
现在全都是英文~
一下子真的不习惯...
看来是时候学习在不同的环境中读书了...
当然也希望自己的英语会在这几年内进步咯~
一旦踏入了，就不能再向后看了...
只能一步一步地跟着往前走....
你知不知道？
我等了这天好久啊~
自从从营里回来后，
就一直过得没什么意义...
犹豫了蛮久的，
自己究竟有没有选错路？
昨天上了几个小时的课...
面对陌生的环境，
不熟悉的人，
不一样的教课方式，
觉得自己真的要长大了~
要勇敢一点~
也不要再懒了...
虽然上课不会很辛苦...
但是全都换去英语了...
他们都用英语交谈，
lecturer解释也是用英语的，
同学之间谈天也是用英语，
有点不习惯....
以前在学校都不是这样子的~
所有东西都变得不一样了...
以前读的account都用国语的，
现在全都是英文~
一下子真的不习惯...
看来是时候学习在不同的环境中读书了...
当然也希望自己的英语会在这几年内进步咯~
一旦踏入了，就不能再向后看了...
只能一步一步地跟着往前走....
23.5.10
笑 一笑就好了
最近心情又怪怪的，
不喜欢这样的自己。
累了，傻了，
就是喜欢想东西。
这个时候，
我需要的，
是谁？
最近发现了，
其实身边有一直关心自己的人....
你们的鼓励，
我时常没有放进脑子里...
我就是放不进脑子里....
对不起，
我知道这样子很差劲，也不会珍惜。
那天，
有个马来朋友找我聊天，
很感谢你的鼓励与安慰....
谢谢你还记得我的笑容...
但我真的不明白，
我笑起来，
就能够开心了吗？
U juz.
remember to smile always :)
Becoz
but not always smile,
later
ppl wil say u crazy.
haha
In any condition
whether u have stress on studies,
or clash with ur bf
or
got any big problem
NEVER FORGET UR SMILE
coz
u have make positive emotional
to overcome ur negative emotional :)
这就是那位马来朋友告诉我的，
他说话时有点搞笑，
然后也很喜欢傻笑，哈哈。
真的很谢谢你，
还有一些总是鼓励和安慰我的朋友。
想一想，
我真的蛮依赖你们的，
可是却不会珍惜你们。
以后只要我又乱乱想了，
我不会忘记笑一笑，然后烦恼都会忘掉~
Always think positively~
我的人生啊，才要刚开始呢 :)
Cheer up :)
不喜欢这样的自己。
累了，傻了，
就是喜欢想东西。
这个时候，
我需要的，
是谁？
最近发现了，
其实身边有一直关心自己的人....
你们的鼓励，
我时常没有放进脑子里...
我就是放不进脑子里....
对不起，
我知道这样子很差劲，也不会珍惜。
那天，
有个马来朋友找我聊天，
很感谢你的鼓励与安慰....
谢谢你还记得我的笑容...
但我真的不明白，
我笑起来，
就能够开心了吗？
U juz.
remember to smile always :)
Becoz
but not always smile,
later
ppl wil say u crazy.
haha
In any condition
whether u have stress on studies,
or clash with ur bf
or
got any big problem
NEVER FORGET UR SMILE
coz
u have make positive emotional
to overcome ur negative emotional :)
这就是那位马来朋友告诉我的，
他说话时有点搞笑，
然后也很喜欢傻笑，哈哈。
真的很谢谢你，
还有一些总是鼓励和安慰我的朋友。
想一想，
我真的蛮依赖你们的，
可是却不会珍惜你们。
以后只要我又乱乱想了，
我不会忘记笑一笑，然后烦恼都会忘掉~
Always think positively~
我的人生啊，才要刚开始呢 :)
Cheer up :)
3.5.10
ns里的日记...
10.2.2010
今早跟其他组去Pusat Pemulihan Penagihan Narkotik (PUSPEN) Serendah参观....一开始时我们必须经过一个orong asli所住的村子才能到达那边。他们所住的家看起来很简陋，也很贫穷...看见很多很可爱的小孩子,他们都用很好奇的眼神看着我们这些外来者呢....哈哈...
过后就进去里面了。一开始我们先进去他们的活动室听那里的人讲解关于这间pusat的历史，为什么他们会被'关'在这里，毒品的害处还有食用毒品的结果等... 这是我第一次去这种地方呢..这里四处都被建得高高的，围墙的最上面还插着许多锋利的‘刀’。我想这是不想让这里的吸毒者有机逃走吧....其实当我知道要来这里时还真的有点怕怕啊~因为这里住着差不多四百位吸毒者哦！而且他们之前都坐过牢的嘞！
听完后他们就带我们去四处参观...哇~那些penghuni(那些住在这里的吸毒者都被称为penghuni)都用很奇怪和恐怖的眼神看着我们咯！好像要吃人酱~那里负责看着他们的pengawas说其实他们过着的生活跟我们在营里过着的一样喔。他们每天早上五点多六点就要起身了，然后就要到padang kawad集合~之后他们也要去上课，也有分配时间去kawad,运动，吃饭等等...他们住的地方也跟我们的很相似...也是一个dorm这样住在一起的！还有也要自己洗衣服的咯！根本就是一样嘛！还有我们在营里有分成几个compani的，而他们嘞，就被分为几个'family'...(唯一不同的...)另外，他们被规定要穿不同颜色的衣服咯.. 那些刚刚从牢里出来还不能控制自己的penghuni都是穿红色的衣服的...而且他们还不能自由的进行活动，因为他们现在还算是个“危险”人物...要过了六个月后能够控制自己的才可以自由的出去进行自己喜欢的活动..过后的就是穿黄色的，之后就是青色的...最后的，也就是就快可以出去，不用再呆在这里过生活的就是穿着白色衣服的啦~他们可以‘放牢’咯~
听老师说，Sungai Besi那里有一间pusat是让他们自愿想进去过这种生活的哦~Kelantan那里就有一间给wanita的... 我们还在里面经过那些得到艾滋病的吸毒者所住的地方...当然我们不能进去看啦~他们住的地方被封的暗暗的...想必他们在里面一定过得很辛苦吧....唉...真是可怜啊~最后呢，我们去看他们进行活动咯...他们一些在浇水，种花...他们布置的花园真的很漂亮呢！然后还有一些在缝衣服，画画，做kraf tangan等等...他们做出来的东西真的很棒的！可惜他们之前犯错了啊，现在得在这里改过自新...
我觉得啊~他们其实都跟我们一样啊...一样的，为什么却不同命运？有些朋友勇敢地跟他们聊起天来，他们似乎很开心能够跟我们谈天呢... 在我们回去的路途中，刚才有跟他们聊天的朋友说他们劝我们别碰上毒品呢,不然就会像他们那样.....................
.............Say NO to DRUGS..............
今早跟其他组去Pusat Pemulihan Penagihan Narkotik (PUSPEN) Serendah参观....一开始时我们必须经过一个orong asli所住的村子才能到达那边。他们所住的家看起来很简陋，也很贫穷...看见很多很可爱的小孩子,他们都用很好奇的眼神看着我们这些外来者呢....哈哈...
过后就进去里面了。一开始我们先进去他们的活动室听那里的人讲解关于这间pusat的历史，为什么他们会被'关'在这里，毒品的害处还有食用毒品的结果等... 这是我第一次去这种地方呢..这里四处都被建得高高的，围墙的最上面还插着许多锋利的‘刀’。我想这是不想让这里的吸毒者有机逃走吧....其实当我知道要来这里时还真的有点怕怕啊~因为这里住着差不多四百位吸毒者哦！而且他们之前都坐过牢的嘞！
听完后他们就带我们去四处参观...哇~那些penghuni(那些住在这里的吸毒者都被称为penghuni)都用很奇怪和恐怖的眼神看着我们咯！好像要吃人酱~那里负责看着他们的pengawas说其实他们过着的生活跟我们在营里过着的一样喔。他们每天早上五点多六点就要起身了，然后就要到padang kawad集合~之后他们也要去上课，也有分配时间去kawad,运动，吃饭等等...他们住的地方也跟我们的很相似...也是一个dorm这样住在一起的！还有也要自己洗衣服的咯！根本就是一样嘛！还有我们在营里有分成几个compani的，而他们嘞，就被分为几个'family'...(唯一不同的...)另外，他们被规定要穿不同颜色的衣服咯.. 那些刚刚从牢里出来还不能控制自己的penghuni都是穿红色的衣服的...而且他们还不能自由的进行活动，因为他们现在还算是个“危险”人物...要过了六个月后能够控制自己的才可以自由的出去进行自己喜欢的活动..过后的就是穿黄色的，之后就是青色的...最后的，也就是就快可以出去，不用再呆在这里过生活的就是穿着白色衣服的啦~他们可以‘放牢’咯~
听老师说，Sungai Besi那里有一间pusat是让他们自愿想进去过这种生活的哦~Kelantan那里就有一间给wanita的... 我们还在里面经过那些得到艾滋病的吸毒者所住的地方...当然我们不能进去看啦~他们住的地方被封的暗暗的...想必他们在里面一定过得很辛苦吧....唉...真是可怜啊~最后呢，我们去看他们进行活动咯...他们一些在浇水，种花...他们布置的花园真的很漂亮呢！然后还有一些在缝衣服，画画，做kraf tangan等等...他们做出来的东西真的很棒的！可惜他们之前犯错了啊，现在得在这里改过自新...
我觉得啊~他们其实都跟我们一样啊...一样的，为什么却不同命运？有些朋友勇敢地跟他们聊起天来，他们似乎很开心能够跟我们谈天呢... 在我们回去的路途中，刚才有跟他们聊天的朋友说他们劝我们别碰上毒品呢,不然就会像他们那样.....................
.............Say NO to DRUGS..............
1.5.10
ns里的日记...
4.2.2010
今天练习dikir barat的时候，有个马来男生一直打扰我咯...他说我做的动作很生硬哦~其实我就觉得很奇怪的啦，明明我的动作做得跟别人一样啊~他就一直讲我做得不对啦，手要柔一点啦，要这样那样啦~哎哟~我已经觉得很不爽的啦，但也没有很在意啦 ...可是，休息过后他又再次讲我了，于是我就忍不住开口跟他说我做的动作明明就跟其他人一样咯，为什么你一直讲我啊？之后呐，他就突然用华语说“你很可爱”哦~哈哈哈哈~他的音真的很好笑的咯~然后我就讲华语玩玩他咯~不过呢，这次他却用日语回答我哦~哈哈哈~明明就不知道我在讲些什么~就乱乱回答~哈哈~原来一开始他在玩我=P 真的是又气又好笑咯！
今天练习dikir barat的时候，有个马来男生一直打扰我咯...他说我做的动作很生硬哦~其实我就觉得很奇怪的啦，明明我的动作做得跟别人一样啊~他就一直讲我做得不对啦，手要柔一点啦，要这样那样啦~哎哟~我已经觉得很不爽的啦，但也没有很在意啦 ...可是，休息过后他又再次讲我了，于是我就忍不住开口跟他说我做的动作明明就跟其他人一样咯，为什么你一直讲我啊？之后呐，他就突然用华语说“你很可爱”哦~哈哈哈哈~他的音真的很好笑的咯~然后我就讲华语玩玩他咯~不过呢，这次他却用日语回答我哦~哈哈哈~明明就不知道我在讲些什么~就乱乱回答~哈哈~原来一开始他在玩我=P 真的是又气又好笑咯！
在ns里的日记....
28.1.2010
今天有一个朋友突然要回去了...呐，就是那个姐姐咯...他今年已经23岁了，现在也有工作的，但是因为要来这里当兵才向公司请假的...可是没想到来这里一个月都不到她就要回去了...
很突然咯！今天早上上着CB Kelas的时候惠仪突然从班里叫我出去，然后就跟我说sue ling姐姐要回去了。一出去就看见大家围着sue ling姐姐，一些朋友在哭着...sue ling姐姐看见我就向前来抱我了...我眼泪跑出来了...很突然，也很不习惯这种场面啊~一想到以后她不会在这里了...唉...
还有刚刚去medic呢！第一次去呢！都是因为脚痛咯...明天还要去kawad呐....去medic的感受真是不好啊~好像自己是病人酱...真是不懂这里的人为什么那么喜欢去medic的咯~还有还有，晚上可以拿回手机了哦~…^^哈哈~
今天有一个朋友突然要回去了...呐，就是那个姐姐咯...他今年已经23岁了，现在也有工作的，但是因为要来这里当兵才向公司请假的...可是没想到来这里一个月都不到她就要回去了...
很突然咯！今天早上上着CB Kelas的时候惠仪突然从班里叫我出去，然后就跟我说sue ling姐姐要回去了。一出去就看见大家围着sue ling姐姐，一些朋友在哭着...sue ling姐姐看见我就向前来抱我了...我眼泪跑出来了...很突然，也很不习惯这种场面啊~一想到以后她不会在这里了...唉...
还有刚刚去medic呢！第一次去呢！都是因为脚痛咯...明天还要去kawad呐....去medic的感受真是不好啊~好像自己是病人酱...真是不懂这里的人为什么那么喜欢去medic的咯~还有还有，晚上可以拿回手机了哦~…^^哈哈~
15.4.10
幸福，真的存在吗？
幸福，
到底是怎么了？
到底该怎样...
幸福才会来到我的身上？
我该觉得幸福的....
人啊，总是想得到更多...
需要的不多，想要的却太多...
今早翻开报纸,世界又发生天灾了...
报纸的封面是一个拿着饼干九个月大的小孩...
满脸都是干了的血迹...
意外的，
这才九个月大的小孩，
给我的感觉是，并没有像其他孩子因受伤了而哭花了脸...
他...
他那坚定又不放弃的眼神...
让我感到自己是那么的无助...
世界上时时刻刻都在发生着我们意想不到的事...
然而，
我却在这里时常对这些那些感到不满...
很差劲呢...
为什么？
要让他们受这种苦？
他们也跟我一样啊...
我可以分些幸福给他们吗？
他们不需要我们给他们可怜的眼神...
他们想要的，
应该是幸福吧...
失去了亲人，朋友，爱人...
是多么的痛苦和难过...
现在可以做的，
就是为他们祈祷....
希望他们能平安无事吧...
幸福.... 真的存在喔....^^
到底是怎么了？
到底该怎样...
幸福才会来到我的身上？
我该觉得幸福的....
人啊，总是想得到更多...
需要的不多，想要的却太多...
今早翻开报纸,世界又发生天灾了...
报纸的封面是一个拿着饼干九个月大的小孩...
满脸都是干了的血迹...
意外的，
这才九个月大的小孩，
给我的感觉是，并没有像其他孩子因受伤了而哭花了脸...
他...
他那坚定又不放弃的眼神...
让我感到自己是那么的无助...
世界上时时刻刻都在发生着我们意想不到的事...
然而，
我却在这里时常对这些那些感到不满...
很差劲呢...
为什么？
要让他们受这种苦？
他们也跟我一样啊...
我可以分些幸福给他们吗？
他们不需要我们给他们可怜的眼神...
他们想要的，
应该是幸福吧...
失去了亲人，朋友，爱人...
是多么的痛苦和难过...
现在可以做的，
就是为他们祈祷....
希望他们能平安无事吧...
幸福.... 真的存在喔....^^
11.4.10
8.4.10
Honestly...
Honestly I don't hope to get that scholarship...
Em,
after the interview yesterday...
the ppl there took me to visit the college..
First time visit there..
At first I thought that I would like this college...
But... after visiting there,
the environment just made me felt a bit uncomfortable...
Maybe the ppl there and KL life...
The college surrounds by all the shops..
Mostly are coffee shops..
At night there will be very busy...
cause the students all 'lepak' there..
In addition, beside the college is KDU college..
Another side is the Sin Chew publication..
In the morning the road in front of the college will be very very very busy...
Some more at night will have pasar malam there..
What a busy life... Ha
So... If I can't get this scholarship also nevermind..
Haha~ sorry for saying like this =p
But really...
after visiting there.. and think that I will be studying there for two and a half year..
In this kind of lifestyle....
Alamak!
I have a clearer view and thinking now..
Don't ever easily make decision!
Yes!
Em,
after the interview yesterday...
the ppl there took me to visit the college..
First time visit there..
At first I thought that I would like this college...
But... after visiting there,
the environment just made me felt a bit uncomfortable...
Maybe the ppl there and KL life...
The college surrounds by all the shops..
Mostly are coffee shops..
At night there will be very busy...
cause the students all 'lepak' there..
In addition, beside the college is KDU college..
Another side is the Sin Chew publication..
In the morning the road in front of the college will be very very very busy...
Some more at night will have pasar malam there..
What a busy life... Ha
So... If I can't get this scholarship also nevermind..
Haha~ sorry for saying like this =p
But really...
after visiting there.. and think that I will be studying there for two and a half year..
In this kind of lifestyle....
Alamak!
I have a clearer view and thinking now..
Don't ever easily make decision!
Yes!
5.4.10
Interview..
This wednesday going PJ for interview..
Haiz.. Just so sudden..
Just got the call this morning..
I have never be interview before...
A bit worry...
But I need to try my best..
Cause is a chance for me, right?
Applying scholarship from The Star..
Never think that I can get it..
Anyway,
is a good experience and chance for me..
Oh God~ Pls guide me~~
Help me to go to the right way...
Good luck to myself.. =)
Haiz.. Just so sudden..
Just got the call this morning..
I have never be interview before...
A bit worry...
But I need to try my best..
Cause is a chance for me, right?
Applying scholarship from The Star..
Never think that I can get it..
Anyway,
is a good experience and chance for me..
Oh God~ Pls guide me~~
Help me to go to the right way...
Good luck to myself.. =)
27.3.10
'I'm With You'
I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
..................Just like this lyrics and the music....................
23.3.10
Death
When am I going to leave this world?
Em..
Maybe when I become a granny that time..
Or...
The next day? The next hour? The next second?
No one could answer to me..
Recently my friends are facing this problem..
Someone had went to meet the angles in the heaven..
I'm sorry to hear about this.. Really sorry..
Suddenly just think of my grandma..
How long?
Still have how long I can see her smile, see her sweet face in this world?
I remember that day when all of us gathered to eat dinner in grandma's house to celebrate Chinese New Year,
grandma suddenly said :"When I'm not here anymore, who is going to cook these dishes to u all?".......
Grandma is a good cooker..
I love to eat her dishes..
Especially her fried egg with tomato sauce and soups..
Really taste good..
But now she rarely cook because of her legs..........
I had ever learnt to cook from her..
But leh.. I always failed to cook as good as her =p
Death..
Actually it just an end to our journey in this world..
I promise to love u more, grandma!
Em..
Maybe when I become a granny that time..
Or...
The next day? The next hour? The next second?
No one could answer to me..
Recently my friends are facing this problem..
Someone had went to meet the angles in the heaven..
I'm sorry to hear about this.. Really sorry..
Suddenly just think of my grandma..
How long?
Still have how long I can see her smile, see her sweet face in this world?
I remember that day when all of us gathered to eat dinner in grandma's house to celebrate Chinese New Year,
grandma suddenly said :"When I'm not here anymore, who is going to cook these dishes to u all?".......
Grandma is a good cooker..
I love to eat her dishes..
Especially her fried egg with tomato sauce and soups..
Really taste good..
But now she rarely cook because of her legs..........
I had ever learnt to cook from her..
But leh.. I always failed to cook as good as her =p
Death..
Actually it just an end to our journey in this world..
I promise to love u more, grandma!
18.3.10
Happy day =)
Feeling happy..
Cause met many of my friends today..
Seem that we were all so excited to meet each other, haha
After a few months we graduated,
I seldom gather with all of u..
Today feel so happy chatting with u all..
I think I talked a lot =p
All of us are worry about our future...
All seem blur too~
Nevermind la, friends..
I believe we can find a good place to continue our studies..
It just need some time to search and to make decision..
So just take it easy!
Sure will have the way to settle down..
Gambatte oh!
Cause met many of my friends today..
Seem that we were all so excited to meet each other, haha
After a few months we graduated,
I seldom gather with all of u..
Today feel so happy chatting with u all..
I think I talked a lot =p
All of us are worry about our future...
All seem blur too~
Nevermind la, friends..
I believe we can find a good place to continue our studies..
It just need some time to search and to make decision..
So just take it easy!
Sure will have the way to settle down..
Gambatte oh!
12.3.10
Hijau
Bumi yang tiada rimba
seumpama hamba
Bia dicemari manusia
yang jahil ketawa
Bumi yang tiada udara
bagai tiada nyawa
Pasti hilang suatu hari
tanpa disedari
Bumi tanpa lautan
akan kehausan
Pasti lambat laun hilang
Duniaku yang malang
Chorus:
Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan
Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan
Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran
Bila dijiwa kita masih lagi muda dan mentah
Kulihat hijau~
Oo.. anok-anok
Tok leh menghaso mandi lauk
Bersaing main ghana-ghana
Ale roni tuo amonny berjoto
Kita usaha jauh dahgi
malo petako
Ozon loni koho nipih
Nak-nak aghi
Keno make asak
Hok biso
Weh paso man usia
Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunia
Tok reh tene
Sapo bilo-bilo (repeat chorus)
Bumi yang kian pudar
Siapa yang melihat
Di kala kita tersedar
Mungkinkah terlewat
Korupsi, Oppressi, Obsesi diri
Polussi, Peppresi di bumi kini....
I learnt this song from NS in CB class.. I miss CB class! It's fun!
Some more this song is meaningful... We must love our earth by not polluting it!
seumpama hamba
Bia dicemari manusia
yang jahil ketawa
Bumi yang tiada udara
bagai tiada nyawa
Pasti hilang suatu hari
tanpa disedari
Bumi tanpa lautan
akan kehausan
Pasti lambat laun hilang
Duniaku yang malang
Chorus:
Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan
Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan
Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran
Bila dijiwa kita masih lagi muda dan mentah
Kulihat hijau~
Oo.. anok-anok
Tok leh menghaso mandi lauk
Bersaing main ghana-ghana
Ale roni tuo amonny berjoto
Kita usaha jauh dahgi
malo petako
Ozon loni koho nipih
Nak-nak aghi
Keno make asak
Hok biso
Weh paso man usia
Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunia
Tok reh tene
Sapo bilo-bilo (repeat chorus)
Bumi yang kian pudar
Siapa yang melihat
Di kala kita tersedar
Mungkinkah terlewat
Korupsi, Oppressi, Obsesi diri
Polussi, Peppresi di bumi kini....
I learnt this song from NS in CB class.. I miss CB class! It's fun!
Some more this song is meaningful... We must love our earth by not polluting it!
I don't know... I just feel that everyone is so busy...
After back from camp..
Suddenly just feel lonely..
No more friends which always by my side now..
Everyone busy with their things..
Me? Just have nothing to do..
I know many of them working, some even studying now..
After came back here i feel like I'm a stranger..
My feeling is complicated..
And is negative too..
I don't know?
I just feel that no one have time with me..
Or maybe is myself don't have time with them?
I just wanna to share a lot a lot of things to all of them..
And I would like to hear about their stories too..
But seem that we don't really have time..
Haiz.. I just miss u guys..
Some more now I'm thinking which course should I choose..
I still can accept my result..
Is not good and bad, just okay for me..
Maybe I'm tired to be alone for this whole day..
No one talk to me cause I stay at home alone..
I went out to the nearby shop alone..
Bought things alone..
Actually it was quite dangerous... Sorry la..
Sometime I just like to be alone but....
Many negative thinkings just will come into my mind..
And that is what I don't like..
Aiya.. Maybe tomorrow I will go out by myself again..
Try to be happy, Mel!
Don't forget still have friends which will stand by ur side!
But I'm still alone in my bedroom now..
Facing the laptod..
Enjoying the loneliness tonight...............
Suddenly just feel lonely..
No more friends which always by my side now..
Everyone busy with their things..
Me? Just have nothing to do..
I know many of them working, some even studying now..
After came back here i feel like I'm a stranger..
My feeling is complicated..
And is negative too..
I don't know?
I just feel that no one have time with me..
Or maybe is myself don't have time with them?
I just wanna to share a lot a lot of things to all of them..
And I would like to hear about their stories too..
But seem that we don't really have time..
Haiz.. I just miss u guys..
Some more now I'm thinking which course should I choose..
I still can accept my result..
Is not good and bad, just okay for me..
Maybe I'm tired to be alone for this whole day..
No one talk to me cause I stay at home alone..
I went out to the nearby shop alone..
Bought things alone..
Actually it was quite dangerous... Sorry la..
Sometime I just like to be alone but....
Many negative thinkings just will come into my mind..
And that is what I don't like..
Aiya.. Maybe tomorrow I will go out by myself again..
Try to be happy, Mel!
Don't forget still have friends which will stand by ur side!
But I'm still alone in my bedroom now..
Facing the laptod..
Enjoying the loneliness tonight...............
10.3.10
My photos in NS...
The last night in our camp... They all were same company with me...
This is Ruby oh~ She likes to talk about 'boy'.. Haha.. and she is mixed from Iban and Kadazan =P
Wei.. On duty la.. Don't be lazy!!
This is Wen Wen oh.. She is very cute de!
Yeah~ We are on duty that day! Haha.. ( From left: Pa'ej, Tasha, Mel and the other one is Pui Yee oh!)
I'm back from NS!!
Finally... I'm back! Back to my lovely hometown, back to Ipoh. I miss Ipoh foods leh. Miss my old old friends here=( How u guys? This morning i woke up from my camp, then i left that place.. No more staying at there... My dorm mates, all waited beside to say the last 'goodbye' to me.. I know.. I can't cry that time.. Cause my eyes were pain.. Recently my eyes r sensitive.. All of them said don't cry la, Mel.. Wei.. My eyes sensitive la.. (I told them already..) But i knew no one believe one, haha~ Cause everyone cried yesterday.. And my tears just dropped only but didn't cry like mad la.. Haha.. I just smiled at them, waving hand to them and hug them.. Thanks u guys for being a part of my life in NS.. We always shared and played together.. We even all punished together though we were innocent.. So kesian la we all that 2 days.. Kena pakai FULL LORENG 24 hours man!! (p/s: Full loreng is that blue tebal tebal uniform with wearing a bearing, its so heavy and hot man!) But it was a special memory la.. I won't forget my friends there.. They are from KK (Kota Kinabalu). Papar(Sabah), Cheras, Subang, Perak, Bintulu, Kuching, Pahang, Sandakan and etc. 'NAMA BERITA, KAWAN?' in Iban means 'Apa khabar,kawan?' Hehe.. I learnt many languages too! Just enjoyed there.. Besides, many activities yang mencabar like menembak, rakit, kembara halangan, kayak, play water in the pond, flying fox, jungle hikking, wirajaya, CB Kelas. KN kelas, Program Integrasi, Program Penghayatan Sastera dan Budaya(PPSB), Pragram Khidmat Kominiti, Kelas Kerohanian, PT pagi and also.... KAWAD!! Hahaha~ Many many memories just splash back to my mind now.. I love NS!! Even though there were a lot of unhappy memories too la.. But still appreciate it=) And I love my company too- BRAVO! I will never never never forget our cheer, its awesome!! SAY GO GO GO (X7), SAY FIGHT(X7), SAY WIN(X7), SAY GO FIGHT WIN, PANTHERA! And our song "Gemuruh Panthera".. and and and our cute cute ketua company for girls- Fit and our handsome handsome ketua company- Halim.. Really handsome one la he.. Haha.. Lastly, we wil still keep in touch no matter what happen, k? Goodbye, my friends......
11.2.10
Cuti for Tahun Baru Cina..
Yo, long time didn't online man.. Finally today I'm 'out' from my camp.. Want to say hello to my friends in Ipoh.. How r u guys?? I'm fine here.. And i do enjoy in my camp.. But I only come back Ipoh for 3 days only.. Actually the holidays r 5 days but because I need to stay at kl for one night so.... not enough la.. But whatever.. Is great to come back to my hometown.. Later I will share something here.. Happy Chinese New Year=)
1.1.10
Happy New Year 2010
That day (15/12/2009) went Sunway lagoon with 2 of them.. Have fun there oh~
Just wanna share here.. ( They were in the train..)
Just wanna share here.. ( They were in the train..)
The first day of this year!
Now I'm at grandma's house..
Cooked spahgatii just now..
Em.. not bad la.. Haha
Cousin came to visit today, so have a chance to eat turkey ^^
It's a great day for the begining of this year..
Everything fine and lovely~
Tomorrow.. Im going to ns lu~
My cousin said no need to worry wo..
Actually I'm not worry la..
Just a bit excited..
Wanna say goodbye to all my friends here..
Thx a lot..
So no need to worry about me la..
I will take care of myself..
As u know I'm going to be "18" la..
2009 gone and i need to say goodbye to my "17"..
I think this year will be a great year..
Everything new now..
Say goodbye to 2009..
And I'm coming now,2010!
Appreciate every moments this year!
All the best to my friends and mercy journey to me~
Sayounara=)
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