Y i created this blog is because i want to express my feeling here. Cause sometimes v may not say it or show it out in front of people. 'The Real Of Me'.. ya, through this blog i want to know about the real of me. U know, i think all of us hope that our friends really can understand and comprehend us. But how many of them will do so? Eveyone thinks that i have everything. But actually is not. Im very tired. Sometimes i will feel boring about this life. And at that moments i always need someone to be with me. Of course, i have some friends who comprehend me and they also know about it. Everyone hnows I have many friends. Many people just so admire or sometimes jeolous to me and actually i know that. I really don't know how to do la. I keep on telling myself just be myself. Cause im like that. But have many friends doesn't mean that im happy always. Ya, i know i should feel greatful about that. I know some friends wished to be like me. Im sorry to them. But i hope that i can share my joy to them. And i just want them to feel my kindness to be a friend to them. That's the real of me. Really. And I also want to thank my good good friends who always be with me. Without u all i think i cant survive la. Haha.
Sometimes alone will think a lot. Many nonsense things or some negative one too. I didnt force myself to think about it. The happy and sad memories just fall into my mind always. Especially before sleeping or alone. Haha. Think about friends la, small that time la, family la, at school la, and my privacy. Haha. Some sweet some bitter. But i do enjoy to think about it. Even though after thinking will be down down one.
I like to look at the sky at night and think. Dunno y le. Recently can see the big big moon at the sky oh. So yellow orange oh. Like an egg yolk. Haha. I just love it. Recently someone introduced me to watch the view of the sky in the early morning oh. Very amazing oh. Haiz. In the morning i always rushing to go to school where got time to see le. Anyway the weather now really cannot tahan la. Im sick now. Bad... Tired plus sick. My mum and dad said my face looked tired and white la. Relly so bad meh. I don't know how to take care of myself. So stupid.
Em em.. First time write blog le me. Hope i will write it often la. And trial is coming. Three more weeks only but now im sick. Haha. Hope i can focus on it la. That's all... The real of me. Say goodbye la.
