11.7.10

The real you

Time flies
Already July now..
This year most of the time I just blurring around..
Always moody, searching for the right thing for myself..
18 now..
Confused...
This is my life?
Always think about my future..
After finishing the papers...
What should I do then?
Start to work?
Go oversea to further studies?
Go Singapore to find job?
Or just stay in Ipoh forever and ever?

I have a big dream..
I want to know more about this world..
I would like to know about different kind of people in this world..
I will enjoy hanging in a foreign place..
I enjoy to be alone sometime...
That day just saw the paper which I did during CB class in Nasional Service..
Titled is "Impian saya"
I wrote I want a big house,
a family which I love,
a working place for myself,
traveling and always be happy..
Felt funny when I saw it..
But then it gives me energy now..
I need to burn up my spirit for my future...
I may not as excellent as others.
But I have that heart to become better...
Just be yourself..
Don't forget the real you..
Who always stay inside your deepest heart :)