exam = my life now

my life now is just about studies studies studies...

。。。

为了将来，我并没打算放弃。

可是

有时候真的麻木了。

麻木到不晓得自己当初是为了什么而努力。

有时候甚至会害怕

未来究竟还有多远

梦想

遥远得不敢去想

怕会比自己所想的来得更模糊
更失望

累了
还得撑下去
直到
一切结束的那一刻

neutral

recently just feel neutral...
almost everyday looking at the books and the whole day just passed like this..
it's already one month!!
the whole month after I woke up I'm holding a book or notes..
even when I'm watching tv or do other things I were worrying about my studies..
but I didn't feel stress recently...
just feel that I need to study..
maybe this is my responsibility or what..
people said I'm stress free wo..
actually I just don't know too la..
my heart just feel calm and ok ok...
going to start exam next week... bo feeling now..
actually still got a lot need to do revision but...
i just don't know la..
take it easy....
didn't really emo recently..
because of studies??
I don't know..
maybe I should be glad that I didn't feel emo ..
yea.. stay neutral..
all the best...

p.s. what is the ph value of neutral?