24.8.11

INTERNAL CONFLICT

Im weird recently.. damn it
I hate myself like this...
I'M SICK!!!

it's too quiet here..
and the only thing to make some noises here is switch on the tv...

I don't know what I want now..
BAD MOOD
there is something inside my heart..
which I don't tell others..
maybe I love to keep it myself..
that's why I feel so tired and so emotional..

haiz, things actually happened long time ago and I just ignored it..
UNTIL NOW
I'm enough
I'M TIRED
but I don't know how to cure it
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE