11.4.10

昨天和今天哭了...
蛮久没哭了...
原因?
就为了那些事啊...
真的不懂自己究竟怎样...
脑海里一直在想这些那些的,
结果眼泪不听话地流了下来...
原来...
我一直在欺骗自己的感受...
我把那份痛收了起来...
收进心里...
不想让别人发现...
结果,
最痛苦的还不是自己?
我找不到别人来诉苦...
难过了好久好久...
我始终放不下啊~
被伤害了,
就不敢再面对了?
是别人的错吗?
不能怪别人啊...
不能再欺骗自己了...
但现在的我......
又能做些什么呢...?

2 条评论:

lee yee 说...

be strong.. u have to face the pain.. and maybe u need time to make yourself understand it's jus a waste of time to stay at your past.. since u can do nothing.. what can u get even if u standing at the same point and struggling for something u can never get again.. how about make the first step to look farther.. sometimes v might reminisce our past and feel to experience it many many times again.. but remember u r now in your present tense.. what v can do is to make our future tense.. not going back to the past tense.. u get me? no matter how hard it is, do remember u r not alone.. hope u can get through it.. all the best..

mercy 说...

Em... thx.. i wil try to put down and make the first step... ya I'm not alone, thx... =)