无题...

最近开始变得较空闲了~

因为有两堂课已经结束了...

现在星期四和五都没有课了呢~

星期六和日也没课~

所以~

在想要不要去找份part-time job呢...

我又不想呆在家人的店做工哦~

不过，

我下个月要考两张纸叻~

现在还没有那个心情去读咯....

最近开始学下厨了>.<

因为妈妈没有煮所以自己来咯~

而且想到自己以后去到外面一个人的时候也该需要下厨的~

所以趁现在赶快学好咯~~><

那天自己煲了ABC汤，呵呵~

原本只是想煲给自己喝的，怎知==

越准备就放越多的材料，还有kay lee(我的college好友）来帮忙所以煮了整大碗=="

蛮成功的:) 第一次哦~ 哈哈~

然后那晚家人回来后把它喝完了>.<

满足~ :)

还有最近开始驾车到处去走了~

因为我学院的那些drivers因为有些原因最近没有车所以载不到我们咯~

结果我就成为driver载来载去的XP

我的驾车技术还不是很好啦~

正在努力improve中 XD

不过有了车真的方便很多啊，

谢谢父母给我驾车T^T

也不用您们时常走来走去载我~、

Besides~

上两个星期里去了KL两趟，

第一次是去跟妈妈去shopping的~

第二次是陪表姐去那里喝喜酒的~

去了那里，

总会让我带着一些不同的感觉回来这里....

也许我就是喜欢去观察不同的事物，

然后从中去得到一些经验还是什么的， 自己也不懂怎样讲啦~ XP

总之，现在要好好读书考好那两张纸了！！

加油！！

感觉

从前的那个感觉.....

没有了~

我知道，

在这短短的几个月里，

我做到了~

我没有再向后看，

我知道，

我成长了。

也许现在的我会忽略了些什么，

也或许我该好好的珍惜些什么，

但...

只要我现在觉得开心就好了~

感觉...

我就是喜欢现在的感觉~

College life

I really do enjoy my life now..
happy go lucky..
everyday after morning class then we will gather to online in library or sitting in the lobby to chat..
really enjoy the moments chatting with u all...
we will discuss where to go to eat..
after making decision then our "driver" will fetch us.. haha.. really thanks to Winson and Kenneth la..
love to chat during in the car too..
Justine, always says we all very quite one.. ==
i think u talk a lot only la XD hehe~
love to meet new friends in college too :)
some seniors and some new intake one.
oh ya.. love to see Ken's smile :)))
and Winson love to use tissue even though he is a guy==
Justine who always share her problem about her bf..
Yen Wei who is super brilliant..
Kay Lee who always beside me... and love to talk about foods.. ==
Miss Jennifer who teach us and kind :)
some China students who are very shy...
Just love the life now..
really can't mention it all here.. just appreciate u all :)
THANKS!!!

Enjoyed :)

I enjoyed during the Boot Camp in Lost World..
Meet new friends and this was my first time went to Lost World XD
Camping there really not bad.
The environment is good and I love that place.
Most important was the games that we played..
Awesome man~
But super tired lo...
Even though Lost World not as huge as Sunway Logoon..
But the whole day running here and there really tired lo..

Get to see the tigers just like the distance I'm facing the pc now man..
and tell u a secret....
actually tiger is so so so cute lo..
when u look at them closely, u will realize that they are so cute lo..
especially their eyes... like teddy bear XD
and also first time I saw DJ Mixing...
walao lo..(dunno how to tell u guys how "awesome" was it..)
got many leng lui there.. wearing bikini and short pants that kind.. haha..
???
suddenly felt that I'm an adult jor.. kakaz :p
but not much chances can go clubbing like this la.. haha~
yo, then super adventure race really excited..
even though my group was not the first team who completed it..
but nice...^^
JUST NICE :)

The real you

Time flies
Already July now..
This year most of the time I just blurring around..
Always moody, searching for the right thing for myself..
18 now..
Confused...
This is my life?
Always think about my future..
After finishing the papers...
What should I do then?
Start to work?
Go oversea to further studies?
Go Singapore to find job?
Or just stay in Ipoh forever and ever?

I have a big dream..
I want to know more about this world..
I would like to know about different kind of people in this world..
I will enjoy hanging in a foreign place..
I enjoy to be alone sometime...
That day just saw the paper which I did during CB class in Nasional Service..
Titled is "Impian saya"
I wrote I want a big house,
a family which I love,
a working place for myself,
traveling and always be happy..
Felt funny when I saw it..
But then it gives me energy now..
I need to burn up my spirit for my future...
I may not as excellent as others.
But I have that heart to become better...
Just be yourself..
Don't forget the real you..
Who always stay inside your deepest heart :)

Toy story 3

记得很小的时候已经看这部电影的第一集还有第二集了~
现在问我为什么会想去看第三集的话，
我会答因为之前有看前两集啊~
看过这第三集之后，
感觉很不一样~
是不是因为自己已经长大了？
戏里的Andy如今要踏上跟我现在一样走的路...
要离家出去读书了....（虽然我没离家 XD)
感觉这部第三集现在才来上影也真是太巧了吧？
看了之后很感触~
这部戏是我童年回忆里的一部分...
突然想念我小时玩的玩具们呢~
还记得以前会跟哥哥在家里玩玩具车，
还有玩家家酒的碗碗碟碟~
还记得有很多的teddy bear陪我一起睡等等~
可是它们早已不在出现在我家里...
家人很久以前就把它们送给人家或丢掉了吧~

这部戏里最让人难忘和感动的应该是在终场的那一幕吧~
当主人Andy正要驾车离开向玩具们望最后一眼的那一刻，
小女孩握着牛仔伍迪的手向Andy挥手，
而Andy当时被吓到的表情被定格了几秒，
然后他带着不舍得的表情赶快把脸转回去后就开车走了~
也许我在这里形容得不好~
不过这一幕真的感动了我~

一个人长大了四周的事物也跟着不同了~
只要懂得珍惜现在所拥有的，就不会因失去而遗憾了~
要知足哦~ :)

迷惑

不懂自己要些什么了
迷惑
我真正需要些什么？
又来了，
不想再去烦了
你就去吧...
做你想要的
别再想这么多了
自己才是最清楚的吧？
但是
就是会迷惑
别人的一举一动
就会影响我
不肯定的时候
很烦恼
不知所措
爱把它留给自己
不愿跟其他人说
尽量不去想
却控制不了
告诉我
别再迷惑了


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