Interview..

This wednesday going PJ for interview..
Haiz.. Just so sudden..
Just got the call this morning..
I have never be interview before...
A bit worry...
But I need to try my best..
Cause is a chance for me, right?
Applying scholarship from The Star..
Never think that I can get it..
Anyway,
is a good experience and chance for me..
Oh God~ Pls guide me~~
Help me to go to the right way...
Good luck to myself.. =)

'I'm With You'

I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

im looking for a place
searching for a face
is anybody here i know
cause nothings going right
and everythigns a mess
and no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you

..................Just like this lyrics and the music....................

Death

When am I going to leave this world?
Em..
Maybe when I become a granny that time..
Or...
The next day? The next hour? The next second?
No one could answer to me..
Recently my friends are facing this problem..
Someone had went to meet the angles in the heaven..
I'm sorry to hear about this.. Really sorry..
Suddenly just think of my grandma..
How long?
Still have how long I can see her smile, see her sweet face in this world?
I remember that day when all of us gathered to eat dinner in grandma's house to celebrate Chinese New Year,
grandma suddenly said :"When I'm not here anymore, who is going to cook these dishes to u all?".......
Grandma is a good cooker..
I love to eat her dishes..
Especially her fried egg with tomato sauce and soups..
Really taste good..
But now she rarely cook because of her legs..........
I had ever learnt to cook from her..
But leh.. I always failed to cook as good as her =p
Death..
Actually it just an end to our journey in this world..
I promise to love u more, grandma!

Happy day =)

Feeling happy..
Cause met many of my friends today..
Seem that we were all so excited to meet each other, haha
After a few months we graduated,
I seldom gather with all of u..
Today feel so happy chatting with u all..
I think I talked a lot =p
All of us are worry about our future...
All seem blur too~
Nevermind la, friends..
I believe we can find a good place to continue our studies..
It just need some time to search and to make decision..
So just take it easy!
Sure will have the way to settle down..
Gambatte oh!

Hijau

Bumi yang tiada rimba
seumpama hamba
Bia dicemari manusia
yang jahil ketawa

Bumi yang tiada udara
bagai tiada nyawa
Pasti hilang suatu hari
tanpa disedari

Bumi tanpa lautan
akan kehausan
Pasti lambat laun hilang
Duniaku yang malang

Chorus:
Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan
Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan
Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran
Bila dijiwa kita masih lagi muda dan mentah
Kulihat hijau~

Oo.. anok-anok
Tok leh menghaso mandi lauk
Bersaing main ghana-ghana
Ale roni tuo amonny berjoto
Kita usaha jauh dahgi
malo petako
Ozon loni koho nipih
Nak-nak aghi
Keno make asak
Hok biso

Weh paso man usia
Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunia
Tok reh tene
Sapo bilo-bilo (repeat chorus)

Bumi yang kian pudar
Siapa yang melihat
Di kala kita tersedar
Mungkinkah terlewat

Korupsi, Oppressi, Obsesi diri
Polussi, Peppresi di bumi kini....


I learnt this song from NS in CB class.. I miss CB class! It's fun!
Some more this song is meaningful... We must love our earth by not polluting it!

I don't know... I just feel that everyone is so busy...

After back from camp..
Suddenly just feel lonely..
No more friends which always by my side now..
Everyone busy with their things..
Me? Just have nothing to do..
I know many of them working, some even studying now..
After came back here i feel like I'm a stranger..
My feeling is complicated..
And is negative too..
I don't know?
I just feel that no one have time with me..
Or maybe is myself don't have time with them?
I just wanna to share a lot a lot of things to all of them..
And I would like to hear about their stories too..
But seem that we don't really have time..
Haiz.. I just miss u guys..
Some more now I'm thinking which course should I choose..
I still can accept my result..
Is not good and bad, just okay for me..
Maybe I'm tired to be alone for this whole day..
No one talk to me cause I stay at home alone..
I went out to the nearby shop alone..
Bought things alone..
Actually it was quite dangerous... Sorry la..
Sometime I just like to be alone but....
Many negative thinkings just will come into my mind..
And that is what I don't like..
Aiya.. Maybe tomorrow I will go out by myself again..
Try to be happy, Mel!
Don't forget still have friends which will stand by ur side!
But I'm still alone in my bedroom now..
Facing the laptod..
Enjoying the loneliness tonight...............

My photos in NS...

The last night in our camp... They all were same company with me...

This is Ruby oh~ She likes to talk about 'boy'.. Haha.. and she is mixed from Iban and Kadazan =P

Wei.. On duty la.. Don't be lazy!!

This is Wen Wen oh.. She is very cute de!

Yeah~ We are on duty that day! Haha.. ( From left: Pa'ej, Tasha, Mel and the other one is Pui Yee oh!)