neutral

recently just feel neutral...
almost everyday looking at the books and the whole day just passed like this..
it's already one month!!
the whole month after I woke up I'm holding a book or notes..
even when I'm watching tv or do other things I were worrying about my studies..
but I didn't feel stress recently...
just feel that I need to study..
maybe this is my responsibility or what..
people said I'm stress free wo..
actually I just don't know too la..
my heart just feel calm and ok ok...
going to start exam next week... bo feeling now..
actually still got a lot need to do revision but...
i just don't know la..
take it easy....
didn't really emo recently..
because of studies??
I don't know..
maybe I should be glad that I didn't feel emo ..
yea.. stay neutral..
all the best...

p.s. what is the ph value of neutral?

These are my best buddies!! ^^

we went to Daorea and makan makan!! :)

at kay lee's house.. hehe...(can't see my face, blek:P)

Annual dinner =) someone leng leng oh~~ 

My 19th birthday.. :)

it's the gift from Yen Wei ^^

They celebrated for me after the class ended. Well, quite surprised when I know the lecturer purposely ended the class so early de lo!! Thanks a lot!!! These are my dear classmates ^^ they are really nice :) 

The one who wearing pink blouse is my lecturer, Ms.Liza.. oops, is her birthday today ^^ beside me are Yen Wei and Kay Lee.. my best buddies :D thanks for the cake!!

Lol! I purposely asked my friend to take this pic.. haha.. for fun only actually!! hahaha.. It's Ken and Winson.. They looked so shy! :P

This is Mr.Simon my T5 lecturer. He is sooo cute X3 He loves to take pictures around.. haha.. He gave me a small gift, appreciated :) thank you sir!!

This is pretty Yen Wei.. she is very beautiful right? hehe... she loves to take leng leng pic.. because she is leng lui!! haha.. tq Yen Wei~~

I want to take this opportunity to thank you Chooi Yee for making the CD!! Omg.. I really love it ya.. TQ TQ TQ!! I know u spent a lot of time to make it.. I just laugh when I watch it everytime.. :) hehe..

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Thanks to those who purposely send message to wish me that day.. I've received it. Xie xie :) 

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I got a surprised yesterday.. really surprised.. thanks to someone which is now so far away from here but never forget to wish me and give me present. Thanks.. :) 

I love you all. :) I'm officially 19 now.. big liao lo~~^^

T6,T7,T9 and T10

4 papers this time.. jia you!!

I feel weird again..

stop that weird feeling!!!
it made me think a lot..
must always at the positive side mel!!

this night....

To the friend that I love..

just wanna tell u that i finally feel that u r not here anymore..
after u left that night.. I started to miss u A LOT..
is it everything okay over there?
have u put my little pot of plant on the side of ur desk??
I can't imagine how are we going to be many years later..
can sleep well over there? pls don't get insomnia.. but I know u are a pig when u are tired.. haha..
Try to mix with the people over there pls..I guess u will learn a lot from them..
and pls pls pls take good care of yourself over there..
don't try to skip meals or whatever... and hope u can find good friends there..
don't miss the friends here too much la.. if not u will always feel bad.. haha...kidding k..

Well.. I'm trying to recall back how long we had met...u still remember it? I think I told u before?
Just wanna tell u u r special to me and of course to all of beloved friends here..
hey suddenly remember last time u told me that u hope that I can enter to the same place where u studied..hahaha.. so funny la.. cause I'm not as good as u.. blek.. but I will gambatte on my studies too..
I'm very glad that can hang out with u before u left la.. even though it was just few times.. but I wanna hang out with u again lo.. then we drink beer together^^ But it happened too fast!! T.T
Hey, really glad to meet u in my life.. I hope u will be blessed always.. be cheerful!! Be strong.. Thank you for everything!! Love the moments when we were sharing and caring.. :) hope u will happy always.. from my deepest heart.. bless u :)