Suck

I feel suck after the first paper..
just dunno y...
need to prepare more harder for the next paper.. yer
hope i can do it well
God bless.

exam = my life now

my life now is just about studies studies studies...

。。。

为了将来，我并没打算放弃。

可是

有时候真的麻木了。

麻木到不晓得自己当初是为了什么而努力。

有时候甚至会害怕

未来究竟还有多远

梦想

遥远得不敢去想

怕会比自己所想的来得更模糊
更失望

累了
还得撑下去
直到
一切结束的那一刻

neutral

recently just feel neutral...
almost everyday looking at the books and the whole day just passed like this..
it's already one month!!
the whole month after I woke up I'm holding a book or notes..
even when I'm watching tv or do other things I were worrying about my studies..
but I didn't feel stress recently...
just feel that I need to study..
maybe this is my responsibility or what..
people said I'm stress free wo..
actually I just don't know too la..
my heart just feel calm and ok ok...
going to start exam next week... bo feeling now..
actually still got a lot need to do revision but...
i just don't know la..
take it easy....
didn't really emo recently..
because of studies??
I don't know..
maybe I should be glad that I didn't feel emo ..
yea.. stay neutral..
all the best...

p.s. what is the ph value of neutral?

These are my best buddies!! ^^

we went to Daorea and makan makan!! :)

at kay lee's house.. hehe...(can't see my face, blek:P)

Annual dinner =) someone leng leng oh~~ 

My 19th birthday.. :)

it's the gift from Yen Wei ^^

They celebrated for me after the class ended. Well, quite surprised when I know the lecturer purposely ended the class so early de lo!! Thanks a lot!!! These are my dear classmates ^^ they are really nice :) 

The one who wearing pink blouse is my lecturer, Ms.Liza.. oops, is her birthday today ^^ beside me are Yen Wei and Kay Lee.. my best buddies :D thanks for the cake!!

Lol! I purposely asked my friend to take this pic.. haha.. for fun only actually!! hahaha.. It's Ken and Winson.. They looked so shy! :P

This is Mr.Simon my T5 lecturer. He is sooo cute X3 He loves to take pictures around.. haha.. He gave me a small gift, appreciated :) thank you sir!!

This is pretty Yen Wei.. she is very beautiful right? hehe... she loves to take leng leng pic.. because she is leng lui!! haha.. tq Yen Wei~~

I want to take this opportunity to thank you Chooi Yee for making the CD!! Omg.. I really love it ya.. TQ TQ TQ!! I know u spent a lot of time to make it.. I just laugh when I watch it everytime.. :) hehe..

&

Thanks to those who purposely send message to wish me that day.. I've received it. Xie xie :) 

&

I got a surprised yesterday.. really surprised.. thanks to someone which is now so far away from here but never forget to wish me and give me present. Thanks.. :) 

I love you all. :) I'm officially 19 now.. big liao lo~~^^

T6,T7,T9 and T10

4 papers this time.. jia you!!

I feel weird again..

stop that weird feeling!!!
it made me think a lot..
must always at the positive side mel!!