Hijau

Bumi yang tiada rimba
seumpama hamba
Bia dicemari manusia
yang jahil ketawa

Bumi yang tiada udara
bagai tiada nyawa
Pasti hilang suatu hari
tanpa disedari

Bumi tanpa lautan
akan kehausan
Pasti lambat laun hilang
Duniaku yang malang

Chorus:
Dewasa ini kita saling merayakan
Kejayaan yang akhirnya membinasakan
Apalah gunanya kematangan fikiran
Bila dijiwa kita masih lagi muda dan mentah
Kulihat hijau~

Oo.. anok-anok
Tok leh menghaso mandi lauk
Bersaing main ghana-ghana
Ale roni tuo amonny berjoto
Kita usaha jauh dahgi
malo petako
Ozon loni koho nipih
Nak-nak aghi
Keno make asak
Hok biso

Weh paso man usia
Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunia
Tok reh tene
Sapo bilo-bilo (repeat chorus)

Bumi yang kian pudar
Siapa yang melihat
Di kala kita tersedar
Mungkinkah terlewat

Korupsi, Oppressi, Obsesi diri
Polussi, Peppresi di bumi kini....


I learnt this song from NS in CB class.. I miss CB class! It's fun!
Some more this song is meaningful... We must love our earth by not polluting it!

I don't know... I just feel that everyone is so busy...

After back from camp..
Suddenly just feel lonely..
No more friends which always by my side now..
Everyone busy with their things..
Me? Just have nothing to do..
I know many of them working, some even studying now..
After came back here i feel like I'm a stranger..
My feeling is complicated..
And is negative too..
I don't know?
I just feel that no one have time with me..
Or maybe is myself don't have time with them?
I just wanna to share a lot a lot of things to all of them..
And I would like to hear about their stories too..
But seem that we don't really have time..
Haiz.. I just miss u guys..
Some more now I'm thinking which course should I choose..
I still can accept my result..
Is not good and bad, just okay for me..
Maybe I'm tired to be alone for this whole day..
No one talk to me cause I stay at home alone..
I went out to the nearby shop alone..
Bought things alone..
Actually it was quite dangerous... Sorry la..
Sometime I just like to be alone but....
Many negative thinkings just will come into my mind..
And that is what I don't like..
Aiya.. Maybe tomorrow I will go out by myself again..
Try to be happy, Mel!
Don't forget still have friends which will stand by ur side!
But I'm still alone in my bedroom now..
Facing the laptod..
Enjoying the loneliness tonight...............

My photos in NS...

The last night in our camp... They all were same company with me...

This is Ruby oh~ She likes to talk about 'boy'.. Haha.. and she is mixed from Iban and Kadazan =P

Wei.. On duty la.. Don't be lazy!!

This is Wen Wen oh.. She is very cute de!

Yeah~ We are on duty that day! Haha.. ( From left: Pa'ej, Tasha, Mel and the other one is Pui Yee oh!)

I'm back from NS!!

Finally... I'm back! Back to my lovely hometown, back to Ipoh. I miss Ipoh foods leh. Miss my old old friends here=( How u guys? This morning i woke up from my camp, then i left that place.. No more staying at there... My dorm mates, all waited beside to say the last 'goodbye' to me.. I know.. I can't cry that time.. Cause my eyes were pain.. Recently my eyes r sensitive.. All of them said don't cry la, Mel.. Wei.. My eyes sensitive la.. (I told them already..) But i knew no one believe one, haha~ Cause everyone cried yesterday.. And my tears just dropped only but didn't cry like mad la.. Haha.. I just smiled at them, waving hand to them and hug them.. Thanks u guys for being a part of my life in NS.. We always shared and played together.. We even all punished together though we were innocent.. So kesian la we all that 2 days.. Kena pakai FULL LORENG 24 hours man!! (p/s: Full loreng is that blue tebal tebal uniform with wearing a bearing, its so heavy and hot man!) But it was a special memory la.. I won't forget my friends there.. They are from KK (Kota Kinabalu). Papar(Sabah), Cheras, Subang, Perak, Bintulu, Kuching, Pahang, Sandakan and etc. 'NAMA BERITA, KAWAN?' in Iban means 'Apa khabar,kawan?' Hehe.. I learnt many languages too! Just enjoyed there.. Besides, many activities yang mencabar like menembak, rakit, kembara halangan, kayak, play water in the pond, flying fox, jungle hikking, wirajaya, CB Kelas. KN kelas, Program Integrasi, Program Penghayatan Sastera dan Budaya(PPSB), Pragram Khidmat Kominiti, Kelas Kerohanian, PT pagi and also.... KAWAD!! Hahaha~ Many many memories just splash back to my mind now.. I love NS!! Even though there were a lot of unhappy memories too la.. But still appreciate it=) And I love my company too- BRAVO! I will never never never forget our cheer, its awesome!! SAY GO GO GO (X7), SAY FIGHT(X7), SAY WIN(X7), SAY GO FIGHT WIN, PANTHERA! And our song "Gemuruh Panthera".. and and and our cute cute ketua company for girls- Fit and our handsome handsome ketua company- Halim.. Really handsome one la he.. Haha.. Lastly, we wil still keep in touch no matter what happen, k? Goodbye, my friends......

Cuti for Tahun Baru Cina..

Yo, long time didn't online man.. Finally today I'm 'out' from my camp.. Want to say hello to my friends in Ipoh.. How r u guys?? I'm fine here.. And i do enjoy in my camp.. But I only come back Ipoh for 3 days only.. Actually the holidays r 5 days but because I need to stay at kl for one night so.... not enough la.. But whatever.. Is great to come back to my hometown.. Later I will share something here.. Happy Chinese New Year=)

Happy New Year 2010

That day (15/12/2009) went Sunway lagoon with 2 of them.. Have fun there oh~
Just wanna share here.. ( They were in the train..)

The first day of this year!
Now I'm at grandma's house..
Cooked spahgatii just now..
Em.. not bad la.. Haha
Cousin came to visit today, so have a chance to eat turkey ^^
It's a great day for the begining of this year..
Everything fine and lovely~

Tomorrow.. Im going to ns lu~
My cousin said no need to worry wo..
Actually I'm not worry la..
Just a bit excited..
Wanna say goodbye to all my friends here..
Thx a lot..
So no need to worry about me la..
I will take care of myself..
As u know I'm going to be "18" la..
2009 gone and i need to say goodbye to my "17"..
I think this year will be a great year..
Everything new now..
Say goodbye to 2009..
And I'm coming now,2010!
Appreciate every moments this year!
All the best to my friends and mercy journey to me~
Sayounara=)

National Service, I'm coming now!!!

Yesterday just went to buy those things which need to bring to the camp..
So so so many things i need to bring there..
That day i went to check my body in the clinic near my house to fill the forms for ns..
Waited almost a half day man..
Then this saturday Im going to the camp..
Three months!!
Who can understand my feeling?
I need to live a new life there.. With new environment, new friends, new lessons...
A bit afraid..
I wish i can meet someone which i really can mix with..
I hope to learn more..
I hope that i can really understand myself through this camp..
About future.. about myself..
What i really really want in my life?
What field should i take or so on..
If u ask me now, I just can say 'I don't know.'
I think I'm lost in these few years.. Really..
Lost in directions are something so scary and so helpless..
Come on.. Ns.. Let me be open-minded..
Let me to realize..
Let me to learn..
Le me to choose..
Le me to feel....
Thanks for giving me this chance to go for this camp..
Maybe it will be very bad..
But who cares..
Just let me to feel and to touch...
To begin my new life..
Say goodbye to the pass..
U can do it!
Just to believe yourself..
HAPPY NEW YEAR...